March 17 2015
The driver drove as fast as he could, I had no idea where I was going to but it felt like I was going to heaven I saw myself as a kid, when I matriculated it was wonderful, truly it was and painful too
I just lay still hoping my pain would end the nurse warned against me moving because it could cause a spinal injury
I couldn't breath, I could hear someone over the radio asking if it was an entry and exit wound, it was then I realised I had just bin shot, who shot me?, what happened in had no idea. The only thing I could remember was seeing myself in an all white room, I think I saw God or maybe it was my demons toying with me as I took those lil steps to hell or heaven maybe .
The ambulance stopped and like Street hawkers fighting for customers nurses were all over me the kept saying things I din understand, the only word I could hear was "his lung is damaged" I had endotracheal tube inserted in my lungs to help with my
breathing.
A certain nurse kept telling me I would be Okay if death could take this pain away then so be it, the doctor was ready to operate on me as my bleeding could not be stopped he had to act fast.
I wonder aw much blood I lost because I felt light and again I was in that white room, where Is this place?. I heard someone say "his pulse is dropping" then I was back in the hospital I really want to find out where that room was, the nurse injected me said I would be gone in a minute, I said my final prayers hastily might be my last.
I shut my eyes for the last time waiting to see where next I would be the white room or the crowded operating theatre.
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